its beyond me..

How i ever did this stay at home thing. While i love my own time... staying in all week has given me a real appreciation for being outside and busy. Dont get me wrong.. i loved being a stay home mum.. and would trade everything to do it again sometimes... but... i think i would have to be an active in the community mum... or teach or... something.

Is it really that i hate staying home... or is it that im sick? I dont know... ~L~

I think the boredom is getting to me... and the medication is making me totally loopy.. Im going crazy.... im so bored.

Since yesterdays rant.. i have created an album in the actual shape of a camera for Matt... complete with a lens that you can see through. (this will be the one and only, never to be attempted again project!) I thought it was going to do my already being done in head, completely in... I have had the raw item sitting on a shelf since the paperific before last.. with the plan of making it into an album for Matt.. though with no clue actually how i was going to accomplish it.
Yesterday afternoon... after hours of sitting staring at it.. (like it would magically take on a life of its own) as it was just so black!

So... i do what any one would do.. i started another project!

I made the christmas cards that i swore this year i was not going to make!! ~L~

Anyway... just after Matt got home it all started to pop ... i knew exactly what i had to do with his album.. So... now.. i am sitting here... waiting for Dimensional Magic to dry... and wondering what other projects i can be rediculous enough to start ... (rediculous is the word... since today is my last official day off work and come hell or high water.. sick or not.. im going back to work on Monday!)...

Perhaps i will do some more of the CJ that is sitting on my desk waiting to be complete so that it can begin its rounds are some very lovely ladies homes.

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PS: While i was prattling on, the doorbell rang... it was the posty courier guy.. (who i think may have a secret crush on me. hahahaha.. He has been by three times this week!.. EEEW... must rid that thought from my head. You have not seen my Courier man.. ICK!)Aaaaanyway... (rambling again)... guess what came!? My Pirate Album!!!!! Yippee... finally its home with me again. Thankfully... nothing but the page missing has been damaged... and the page missing was from the end of the book... it was not a page that HAD to be there... (i wrote journalling that ran over a few pages)... so... atleast my notes to Jamie are not gone. Still though.. GRRRR.